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Those slit throat confessions♥
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| this ends today |
[20 Jan 2004|03:03pm] |
Okay fuckos all around the world. I am deleting my journal. You know why? Because some assfucks decided to either break into it or make a fake journal and started to read it. Everyone knows I only want certain people reading this.
So this is for you.
Fuckers.
Goodbye.
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| FxO |
[30 Jun 2003|01:33pm] |
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siamese gun :: the blood brothers |
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fuck you!
friends only now.
xo<3
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[08 Apr 2003|07:48pm] |
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Brian Hardie is cool
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[31 Dec 2002|02:05am] |
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mix by ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) checkerd_demon
disc 1:
1. Hole - Celebrity Skin
2. Black Keys - Busted
3. The Clash - Should I stay or should I go?
4. A Jelousy Issue - Doll Face
5. Elloit Smith - Needle in the hay
6. Joy Division - Warsaw
7. Local H - High Fivin MF
8. Modest Mouse - The stars are projectors
9. Nirvana - Serve the servants
10. Queens of the Stone Age - Feel good hit of the summer
11. Simon and Garfunkel - America
12. Wilco - Jesus, etc.
13.The Beatles - Elanor Rigby
14. Primus - Jerry Was a racecar driver
15. Reel Big Fish - Beer
16. Phantom Planet - California
17. A Jelousy Issue 0 Paper Weight
DISC 2
1. Bob Dylan - Rainy Day Women
2. Bad Religion - American Jesus
3. Hole - Malibu
4. America - I need You
5. AFI - Now The World
6. AFI - Reivers Music
7. Radiohead - Creep
8. Bane - Can We Start Again
9. Beck - Lord Only Knows
10. Bright Eyes - The Calander Hung Itself
11. The Cure - Inbetween Days
12. The Clash - Lets go Crazy
13. Death In June - Heaven Street
14. Flogging Molly - Black Friday Rule
15. Gary Jules - Mad World
16. Botch - O Fortuna
17. Propeller heads - history repeating
18. The Anniversary - sweet marie
19. Swingin Utters - Pills and Smoke
20. Taproot - Get Out Of My Dreams!
My Mix of Bane
1. What Makes Us Strong
2. I was Once Blind
3. A Bridge Too Far
4. Ali vs. Fazier
5. Ante Up
6. Bang The Drum Slowly
7. Can We Start Again
8. Her Lucky Pretty Eyes
9. Struck Down By Me
10. Release The Hounds
11. Snakes Among Us
12. Some CameRunning
13. Speechless
14. The Big gundown
15. The Paint Chips Away
16. What Holds Us down
17. Fuck What You Heard
xxx
dislogik4t: i stalk you
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| that rocks hit hard |
[29 Dec 2002|02:30pm] |
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Last night I stayed at Jessicas and smoked hella bowls. Her mom een smoked me a few. Then, while I was high, they, Jessica and David, decided we would go on a walk to the store, and I got completly soaked in mud puddles from Jessicas shitty ass driveway. I finally got my rad grey, volcom cords back from Jessica and I got them all dirty last night so now I can't wear them...
*sniffle*
I am going back over there tonight.
Tomorrow we are going to check out the Fifth Avenue Appartments downtown, because I plan on moving out this summer, if I'm not on tour...
So, Jessica and I are probably moving in together... I don't trust many people, and she one that I trust, so that's why I choose to live with her... further more, we plan on getting a studio appartment, which is saying a lot about how we trust eachother...
So, I want to check out the Appartments Andrew lives in because I like where they are located. It's right by PGE park, right by the max, right by everything. And I can't remember the name of his Appartments... they're on Couch... and I think I found them last night on the internet on my Quest for downtown Studios, but the ones I found that look similar to his are called Lovejoy and they aren't on couch, but 5 or so blocks away...
Emily wrote me again, and again. It sounds like she is having fun in Argentina. She wants to go back to learn Spanish, I want to go with her. I think if I move to Portland, and I get a job, I'll start Spanish again. Heh, I get to start my photography class soon and I am stoked.
Rachels home I guess.
I don't think she's in too peppy of a mood, heh, I don't know why. Maybe I'll get to see her today.
that's all
xxx
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| i've seen cooler people |
[28 Dec 2002|02:51pm] |
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Hey Julie, why don't you go suck a fuck and not post entries in MY journal? you stupid cunt! Goooooood! Your stupid! Fuck off! No more entries in my journal, thank you.
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| oi, want to make love to me? |
[28 Dec 2002|12:36am] |
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ChairBuzz: but yeah man i'm gonna come down and smoke some kind bud with ya soon
Brian got his lisence! Hehe, I was so excited when he told me... I am a nerd. Yay for bribri tho.
Today was eventless.
I got up early, went and got my camera lense.
Half of the people in my house a yoking and sick.
I hope I don't get sick.
eeep!
I was talking to this boy, Murph, from Florida. I am going to go visit him after I graduate... I am excited.
I am going to travel like a mofo and go everywhere to experince everything.
Jessica is moving out soon and she said I could room with her after I move out. I am stoked. I probably won't move out until this summer or sometime thereafter, if my mom will even allow it. Heh, I'll be barely 17. Oh well.
I miss Emily and Rachel and Christy!
Christy is in fucking Australia! Gahhh.
*tears*
I need madd love.
xoxo
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| resinnnnn |
[26 Dec 2002|04:47pm] |
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Ah, I remember when, this summer, a time Emily came over and was staying the night or something, I am not sure...
And we have herb, but we decided to take resin hits off our pieces. We had only had these pieces for like a month at the most and out pipes were sooo resiny and after one hit, I was fucked. I was like ZING! And I was just scareping my pipe and, hah, I've never done that, but it gives you such a happier high, or me at least...
And I am listening to korn! How fuckin ghetto!
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| scrabble fiends they are |
[24 Dec 2002|08:26pm] |
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Today I got some more gifts. A grey zip-up hoodie from my little sister. 2 new pairs or mittens from my little sister and a bunch of Jones soda from my little sister. I am happy. I bought her this book on the Osbournes, it's a rad little book. She loves the Osbournes, and Ozzy's music, she's pretty cool for a 7th grader.
We also got a Cotton Candy maker today! It's so rad. We made lots of cotton candy and ate lots of it. It's tasty stuff.
xoxo
( random photies )
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| it's beggening to look a lot like xmas! |
[22 Dec 2002|09:29am] |
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while i was away, a few good things came out of my trip. i went in on a bag with skankass-rankass, i still have a bit left, i got to hang out with some rad kids from da hood... salliye, jessica, rachel... i saw eddie and sammie. emily wrote me an email from Argentina. And i burnt a new collection of cds including, a primus album, the new modest mouse (yay!), a mix that skank-o-rama made, the get up kids, 2 new radiohead cds, strung out... and yeah, some more i can't remember.
rachel and her mummy got me the Kurt Cobain Journals for Christmas, it's a nice fuckin book and I was so stoked when I got it. I love it. I was so surprised, I wasn't expecting it at all, i love it.
my cousin kelsey gave me a gift, she still has more for me though, she got my those sweet glow-in-the-dark stars and planets for my room because I always talk about how cool they are and how I want them. Heh, yay! I still need to stick 'em up.
i am goin to the store pretty soon to take back a galore of pop cans to get the money, yes! yes! i still need to buy my sisters, my cousin gifts and finish up rachys. yes.
oh, some bad news, my mom might have cancer. what do i do? what would i do? im scared.
happy holidays friends!
xox
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[17 Dec 2002|04:39pm] |
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Hey kids!
Whatever happened to the old school Team Sleep message board? I tried to acess it from teamsleep.com a few weeks ago and it wouldn't work. I just joined teamsleep.net message board, but, but, but, I wsnt the old one backkkk!
but whoo for all this rad teamsleep merch, im like wootwoot! they have cool shirts, one i already have, but i want the red one, and the green one too. hah.
oh yeah, it was snowing today. it was beautiful, until it stopped and started to melt away. hopefully it will start to snow again.
i'm off to hang with salliye.
xxo
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| yay!!! |
[16 Dec 2002|10:59pm] |
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I'm so happy right now! Yay!
I love Julie!
And Rachel and Bethany and Jessica who all came to visit me today!
It was awesome seein all of my homies.
theyre so chill.
Ah! God, I need a car, but I loveeeee them!
Isai left.
Brians not high yet, cause he's waiting for someone with a 'S' name.
ughe, haaa.
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| i need more herb |
[15 Dec 2002|06:15pm] |
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to update or not, that is my question. i have nothin better to do while my family is bonding so well downstairs, all putting up the xmas tree and having a jolly old time. i'm not feeling to jolly right now, so fuck them. im so mean to them sometimes, but i cant help the hatered i have towarsd them all. my dad and his wife especially.
we went to the mall today and my dad kept bugging me to change my clothes because i was wearing a skirt over pants. i told him to fuck off. he's such a idiot. why does he give a fuck what i wear? its not inapropriate at all. he's such a fucking loser. next time he says something, i'll tell him i'll change the way i dress if he tells kelsey to dress differently too, which wont happen. she couldnt, for one day, wear no makeup or no trendy clothes or nothing gross and revealing. it's not like i even have a problem with her right now, she's just a nasty girl.
and, we're all out of budd. now it's my mission to find some to buy. i have 35 bucks left. 20 for the herbals. i got my mum some xas gifts today. last night, me, rachel and julie all got baked and ryan took us to see the new Harry Potter. It was terrific. Hah. But so damn long, my ass hurt so bad.
i need more herb. nowwwwwww.
i have nothing to do, so i think i'll go sleep, then clean this nasty ass room julie has invaded. grrr.
xxo
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| donate to me herbalies fund |
[12 Dec 2002|11:30pm] |
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Today was actually a splendid day at school. Everyone was pretty cool, since it was the last day of the term. Jessie graduated today. But I guess she'll be back out there to take college classes. She took my e-mail and so did Lyss since I won't be out there when Lyss is. She wants to get together and take me to some cool shows I guess. Then Christy didn't even bother coming in, so Steve called her and I talked to her. I will see her the last term I am out there. Steve gave me A's in both of his classes. I didn't even have to give any speeches, no talking at all. I handed in the notes I took on my photography project and he said "A+, Merry Christmas" and handed them both back to me. Didn't even look over them, which is good cause they sucked.
I am going to Portland tomorrow and I just read that Julie has dankeness marijuana. I guess my sistah is having crazy hallucinations right now. Haha. I'll have to hit up that chronic. Emily is coming over tomorrow, along with Rachel, and Andrew maybe too. Hah, Andrew.
I think while I see Emily, I will try to buy some of her dankeness. Damn, I just can't resist it. Her homegrown is so good. FUCK! I might not even have to buy it since she got it free. Either way, I am having a smokefest for the next few weeks with the 75 bucks I got! Wouldn't it be dumb of me to spend it all on the herb? Nah.
xxoo
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| why do your eyes paralyze meeeeeeeeee? |
[11 Dec 2002|07:59pm] |
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Yeah, school today sucked! Pretty muchtoday sucked. Today has been the first dayof soberness for a few weeks, and can i say, it SUCKS!
I get so irritable and shit. I need to chill.
Dig the new icon? Yeahh. I stole it from some retarded chick on dead journal who talked like I did when I was 11. Like this:
"waaazzzzuPPP... sum chiZick yallEd, YoO, LeeaaHHH, camme'her AnD lemmE hiyaT daT FyNeeee AzzzzZZZ of yaZ biAchh."
No, I'll go find her journal and post some quote. Anyway, her icon was cool. Hopefully she won't find me stealin it and come busta cap in my azz.
whatever.
tomorrow is my LAST DAY! No finals either. I am going to Portland friday! Yeahhhh! yay!
And since my dad is so incompitent, Rachels mum is picking my little sister and I up. Pathetic, my own father can't take the time out of his day to come pick us up, or find anyone else to. My best friends mother has to. Pathetic and sad.
But friday Emily and Rachel are coming to my casa to chill, like the home dawgs of mine that they are. I imagine we're gonna smoke some sweedish cheeba, cause I heard Emilys brother hooked her up with more, FREE, danke pot. Fuck man. Maybe she'll hook me up again. That would be fresh.
And, I am also planning to seeing the one, the only, Christy! I haven't seen my babe forever. And she's leaving for Australia soon. Am I the only person not going anywhere for xmas? Rachels going to California. Shit!
<333
wesside fo' life my thugs
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| you know i love smokin weed... |
[07 Dec 2002|10:07pm] |
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and i do, love smokin herb.
i finally am going to put up some fantastic photos from a few weekends ago with Jugo and Rachel.
My weekend has consisted of me watching Donnie Darko too many times to count and a bunch of boys coming over and they smoked me a bowl. Thank you to them. If I had a piece right now, I'd be ripped with my danke, crystally shake.
Oh holy fuck. On thursday, I had this insane adventure! Tyler, Dan, Bri, Samone and Mark and I all drove out to Marks house. And it's like so far away from the school. 40 minutes or something. We smoked at his casa and on the way there. Like 20 bowls. Too much to handle man. It was just insane. And I got hella fucking baked. Damn! I think I like Eugene more now that I have people to smoke with. I am going to ask Emily if she'll hook me up with more of her Dankeness.
( here are pictures )
God damn I love smoking weed.
I think it's time for me to watch something uplifting, half baked?
<333
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| you can't live quite this way |
[06 Dec 2002|08:58am] |
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I have a new layout, Donnie, the man, new colours. I like it. It seems like it took forever. Yeah, around 2 hours because I am a computer idiot, or at least graphic designs idiot. Ah, well, it's done. Wa-La!
<333
xxx
(you selfish and a shame to us)
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